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Calling Me Home (Songs of Love & Loss)

by Alice Gerrard

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1.
An old friend lay on his dyin’ bed Held my hand to his bony breast & he whispered low as I bent my head Oh, they’re calling me home, they’re callin’ me home. My time has come to sail away I know you’d love for me to stay But I miss my friends of yesterday Oh, they’re callin’ me home, they’re callin’ me home. I know you’ll remember me when I’m gone Remember my stories, remember my songs I’ll leave them on earth, sweet traces of gold Oh, they’re callin’ me home, they’re callin’ me home. So friends gather round & bid me goodbye My body’s bound but my soul shall fly My little light shinin’ from the sky Oh, they’re callin’ me home, they’re callin’ me home.
2.
I returned to the place that I left long ago Little house, weathered barn, hills and fields where we roamed Dusty roads of my youth have all hardened to stone And to strangers my name is unknown. CHO: O sweet home of my childhood, sweet home of my dreams Where old friends and old hearts entwine in sweet relief Where I rode the wild stallion and ran with the storm Now it’s farewell my home, my home. The old homeplace is gone and nothing is the same A cold, silent factory rests on the hallowed place The highways surround you and kill with cold embrace All the wild rambling joys of yesterday. Farewell to my home, you will always remain In my heart you’re the treasure I find at close of day Old progress can never take that away from me I can still keep you safe in my dreams.
3.
I am a girl of constant sorrow I’ve seen trouble all my days I bid farewell to Carroll County The place where I was born and raised. I used to think that I saw trouble I fear there’s nothing else to do How little did I think you’d leave me But now I bid to you adieu The very first time I ever saw you The world was all over green But since to me you’ve proved falsehearted I wish your face I’d never seen. They have told you some false stories You believe them all they say Oh you are false but I’ll forgive you Forget you though, I never may. I wish I was a little sparrow I had wings that I might fly I’d fly away to my false lover So when he talked I could be by. I’d ask him who he meant to flatter Or who he meant for to deceive All in his bosom I would flutter With these little and tender wings. You’re like the stars of a bright summer morning They’ll appear but soon be gone You tell to me some flattering story Then take some other and be gone. The very last time I ever saw you You were standing in your cottage door Yet your smiles are ever near me Though I see thee never more. When I’m asleep I’m dreaming ‘bout you When I’m awake I have no rest Every moment seems an hour Oh what burdens in my breast One more word and all is over Why are you unkind to me? Pray tell me why you do not love me And turn aside, how can it be? I am a girl of constant sorrow I’ve seen trouble all my days I bid adieu to Carroll County The place where I was born and raised.
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O the old Virginia hills how majestic and how grand With their summits bathed in glory like the Prince Emmanuel’s land Is it any wonder then that my heart with rapture thrills As I stand once more with loved ones on the old Virginia hills. CHO: O the hills, beautiful hills How I love the old Virginia hills If o’er land or sea I roam, still I think of happy home And my friends among the old Virginia hills. O you old Virginia hills where my girlhood hours were passed Where I often wandered lonely and the future tried to cast Many were the visions bright which the future n’er fulfilled Yet how sunny were my daydreams on the old Virginia hills. O the old Virginia hills how unchanged they seem to stand With their summits pointing skyward to the great almighty land Many changes can I see which my heart with sadness fills But no changes can be noticed in the old Virginia hills. O you old Virginia hills I must bid you now adieu In my home beyond the mountains I shall ever dream of you In the eventide of life if my spirit only wills I shall still behold the vision of the old Virginia hills.
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Galax Waltz 02:31
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Ref.: When I stop dreaming That’s when I’ll stop loving you. The worst that I’ve ever been hurt in my life The first time I ever have wanted to die Was the night that you told me you loved someone else And asked me if I could forget. When I stop dreaming That’s when I’ll stop wanting you. I’d be like a flower unwanted in spring Alone and neglected, transplanted in vain To a garden of sadness where its petals would fall In the shadow of undying pain. When I stop dreaming That’s when I’ll stop thinking of you. You may teach the flowers to bloom in the snow You may take a pebble and teach it to grow You may teach all the raindrops to return to the clouds But you can’t teach my heart to forget. When I stop dreaming That’s when I’ll stop crying for you. When I stop dreaming That’s when I’ll stop loving you.
7.
As I sat in a lonesome grove Sat over my head a little dove For its lost mate began to coo It made me think of my mate too. Oh little dove you’re not alone With you I am constrained to mourn I once like you did have a mate But now I’m left to mourn my fate. Consumption seized her lungs severe And preyed on her for one long year Til death came at the break of day And my poor Mary he did slay. Her blooming cheeks, her sparkling eyes Are withered like the rose that dies The arms that once did embrace me round Lie mouldering now in the cold ground. But death, grim death did not stop here I had one child to me most dear; Death like a vulture came again And took from me my little Jane. But bless the lord, his word is given Declaring babes are heirs of heaven Then cease my heart to mourn for Jane Since my small loss is her great gain. There is one thing that cheers my breast That my dear Mary’s gone to rest For while her dying tongue could move She prayed the Lord for pardoning love. She said to me my dearest friend Go on prove faithful to the end And if on earth we meet no more Oh may we meet on Canaan’s shore. Oh hasten on that happy day When I must leave this clod of clay And soar on high to that blest plain Where I’ll meet Mary and my Jane.
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My lover’s gone away He didn’t take much when he went Just a suitcase and some change And the years we might have spent And it doesn’t matter how I cry Or say that he didn’t try When my ship came back to shore He didn’t love me any more. My heart is broken my pride is gone I put my arms around me tight Try to hold on I ask questions but no answers come This situation you know it’s wrong, it’s wrong And I said, lord you know I want to try To make a change, make things right But when my ship came back to shore He didn’t love me anymore. I know that friends are gonna talk And some will say he isn’t worth a damn And I know he said he had to go But lord I wish he’d come back again Take me in his arms, say everything’s OK And love away all my pain But when my ship came back to shore He didn’t love me any more.
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Mother left this world of sorrow Our home was silent and so sad Dad took sick and had to leave us I have no home, no mother or dad. CHO:There’s a little lonesome graveyard On these tombstones it did say On mother’s gone but not forgotten On dad’s we’ll meet again someday. I’d often go out to the graveyard Where they laid them down to rest I can almost hear them whisper Trust in God he’ll do the rest. Their souls have gone up to heaven Where they’ll dwell with God above There they’ll meet with friends and loved ones And share with all his precious love.
10.
The snow falls round my window But it can’t chill my heart God knows it died the day you left My dream world fell apart. CHO: Weary blues from waiting Lord I’ve been waiting so long These blues have got me cryin’ Oh sweet daddy please come home. Thru tears I watch young lovers As they go strolling by Oh all the things that might have been God forgive me if I cry.
11.
A little love note left around where you thought she wouldn’t find it A slip of the tongue by a friend A letter that she opened by mistake one rainy day Another cheater’s just lost the game again. CHO: Oh you tell her that you love her She’s got to understand It was just a fleeting moment The weakness in a man But the only words she hears Are those you said to someone else Another cheater’s just lost the game again. Now I don’t know this story’s final act but one thing is for sure If she stays or if she leaves him at the end Her love will never be as easy given as before Another cheater’s just lost the game again.
12.
DON’T COME LOOKIN FOR A GOOD TIME I’M A MIGHTY MOODY WOMAN ‘THERE’S NO TELLIN WHAT YOU’LL FIND I’VE SEEN A LOT OF LAUGHTS TURNED INTO LIES’ SEEMS I GOT WORN OUT GETTIN WISE. ONE TOO MANY HEARTACHS IN MY YOUNGER DAYS ONE TOO MANY LOVES WHO PROMISED NOT TO STRAY IF IT CAME MY TIME TO WIN I WOULDN’T TAKE THE PRIZE I’VE GOT WORN OUT GETTIN WISE SO DON’T TALK OF LOVE DON’T TALK OF SWEET ROMANCE I WOULD HAVE LIKED IT ONCE BUT NOW I BLEW MY CHANCE THERE YOU STAND WITH YOUR HEART ON FIRE I HATE TO HAVE TO TELL YOU I LOST MY DESIRE DON’T COME LOOKIN FOR A NEW FLAME THIS ONCE BURNED OUT LONG AGO FROM PLAYIN AT THAT GAME BETTER FIND A WOMAN WITH SOME STARTS LEFT IN HER EYES AIN’T GOT WORN OUT GETTIN WISE.
13.
IF I PLAY WITH FIRE IT’LL BURN If you walk into love with your heart wide open Love’s gonna end up with your heart sure broken When will I ever learn If I play with fire it’ll burn. Great elation, strong temptation It all started out with a sweet flirtation Unable to resist the game Drawn like a moth to the flame. Bridge: I swear I said never again Love the joy—hate the pain Just wanted a lover, just wanted a friend Simple enough but I’ve done it again I walked into love with my heart wide open Love ended up with my heart sure broken When will I ever learn If I play with fire it’ll burn. Bridge: I swear I saw a new kind of man With a heart that was ready to take a chance Simple enough but he simply can’t & it’s easy to see I’ve done it again— I walked into love with my heart wide open Love ended up with my heart sure broken When will I ever learn If I play with fire it’ll burn.
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Oh father won't you come and go along with me For heaven is my aim Jesus is gone, but he's comin' back again To take his children home. Look away, look away, look a long lonesome way You can see the promised land Look away, look away, look a long lonesome way You can see the promised land.

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An acoustic mix of traditional and original songs.

"There are many highlights on this album, but it is Alice's original songs and tunes the set it apart from (and above) other revival recordings. Her opening song, 'Calling Me Home,' which she dedicates to her many teachers and friends who have passed on, perfectly sums up the tenor of this collection. Drawn from old-time ballad singing, fiddling, bluegrass and early country music, Alice pays loving homage to these connected and yet disparate styles, and through her affection and her unmistakable voice makes us see them as connected; separate constellations in the same sky. She has made a music that is at once ancient and personal..... Songwriter with stringboard, singing her heart out...."—Laurie Lewis


There's nothing like a sad song.... A lot of fabulous musician friends played on this album, and I'm forever grateful: Kate Brislin, Jody Stecher, Eric Thompson, Suzy Thompson, Steven Strauss, Tom Sauber, Brad Leftwich, Gail Gillespie, Pan Riggs, Carl Jones, Mike Craver, Jim Watson, Leroy Savage, Rex McGee, Mike Auldridge, John Worthington, Danny Gotham.

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released January 1, 2004

Tracks 1, 3-5, 7-9, 11, 13-15 recorded by Jerry Brown at the Rubber Room, Chapel Hill, NC
Tracks 2, 6, 10, 12 recorded by Jim Nunally, Crockett, CA
Mixed by Jerry Brown & Alice Gerrard; Mastered by Jerry Brown
Graphic Design by F.J. Ventre; Photos by Alice Gerrard

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Alice Gerrard Durham, North Carolina

A singer and songwriter, Alice’s recordings with Hazel Dickens during the 1960s and ’70s influenced a generation of women musicians from Laurie Lewis to the Judds. Nominated for a Grammy in 2015, she was inducted into the International Bluegrass Music Assoc. Hall of Fame in 2017. A documentary film about Alice, "You Gave Me a Song" premiered at the Full Frame Independent Film Festival in 2019. ... more

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